رياح موسمية

تﺠﺘﺎﺣﻨﻲ ﻋﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .... ﻻ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻬﺪﺃ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﻭﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻋﺎﺻﻴﺮﻫﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ
ﻫﻴﻬﺎﺕ ....ﻻ ﻣﻔﺮ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺿﻊ ﻗﻨﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﻪ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﻩ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ
ﻣﻬﺮﺏ ....
ﻓﻜﻞ ﻣﺮﻩ ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻣﻢ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺎﻉ ﺗﻌﺼﻒ ﺑﻪ ﺭﻳﺎﺡ
ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .....
.... ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻮﺳﻤﻴﻪ ﺗﺄﺗﻲ ﻣﻊ ﻣﻮﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﻻﺷﺘﻴﺎﻕ
ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺣﺸﻪ
ﺍﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻻﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﺎﺩ ﻳﺨﻨﻘﻨﻲ ....
ﻳﻌﺘﺼﺮ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻓﺘﺪﻣﻊ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ....
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻳﺪﺧﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻳﺴﻜﻨﻮﻥ ﺷﺠﻴﺮﺍﺕ ﻗﻠﻮﺑﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻧﺸﺎﻃﺮﻫﻢ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﻋﻤﺮﻧﺎ ...
ﻓﻴﺤﺘﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ... ﺛﻢ ﻧﺪﻣﻦ ﺑﻘﺎﺋﻬﻢ ...
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺪﻣﻨﻬﻢ ...
ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﺍ ...
ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﺌﺬﺍﻥ ...
ﻭﻛﺄﻥ ﺷﺊ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻦ !!!
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺠﺪﻱ ﻋﻘﺎﻗﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ .....
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺘﻮﻗﻒ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﺣﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﻥ ...
ﻳﺄﺧﺬﻭﻥ ﺃﺭﻭﺍﺣﻨﺎ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ..
ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﻛﻞ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﺩﺩﺕ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻛﺘﺎﺏ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ....
ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﺮﺝ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺣﺐ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ....
ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻣﻔﺎﺗﻴﺢ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ .... ﻣﺪﻯ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻧﺎﻩ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﺘﻬﻢ ....
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺘﺎﺡ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺻﻪ ﻷﻋﺒﺮ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻜﻨﻮﻧﺎﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ
ﻟﻬﻢ....
ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﺗﺄﻟﻢ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
by : Salma Al-Rayes
dedicated to
my brother :Ahmed may he rest in
peace♥
and every dear person I lost somehow
♥
8/3/2011