Elochai

Feeling hollow inside
Thoughts conflicting in my mind
Seeking for a battle to win
But I cannot recognize the field I am in
Everything is closing in
Walls are closing block by block
The drums of war have started to knock
The clock starts to tik-tok
And in that syndrome I am stuck
It's all over my head
And I am not yet dead
Here I got my sword
Fighting my battles
To find the right word
Captivated to what feels right
So much light makes my blind

for a thousand years

It's been like a month since last I wrote
It feels like a thousand years
Have my springs dried?
Or had my heart died?
I have no clue
the sky is fading to blue
and I died waiting for you
yesterday I had a dream
I saw you but I don't know
Who you are
what's your name
but you set my heart into flames
I read magical book
about dragons, nations
innocent people were killed
but I know life is not fair
and I won't let my heart into despair
you know what I really miss
is a warm touch
cheek that blush
and innocent heart
that will make my harshness crush
I am good at pushing people away
If I felt that they are imposed in my way
I am sick of watching
I want to be part in the play

Fade To Black

Here comes the wind

Humming the song of the end

Where all the tears were shed

While lost people used to pent

Where broken hearts no longer mend

Where there no masks to wear or pretend

Here she runs again and hide

Escaping all the thoughts inside her mind

She keeps on sneaking and looking behind

Where all the scars she used to find

She wants to have a safe side

Sick of those who always leave

She is falling from the tree like a leaf

Wishes she finds a relief

But all she finds is more grief

Where thee...

Seek the truth no more

See the future bluer

No peace only war

All the angels fall

Life is a disease

And death is the cure

Rose Road

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  She passed through the rose road
  
  Trying to escape the doom mood
  
  Wondering about bad and good
  
  She waited for the man with hood
  
  
• The rain has fallen over her dress
  
  Thinking about this unbearable mess
  
  Where she has been ever like this
  
  She always dreamed of hug and kiss
  
  Loving him was such a bless
  
  
  He gave her a magical ring
  
  She started to dance and swing
  
  Then appeared her white wing
  
  The sky snowed and she started to sing
  
  She had a kind heart and that was her thing
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The Crow and The Butterfly

Lost in thoughts like a paper without pen

Running in circles , closing in 

In the court with myself I begin 

Joy and sorrow all the contrasts within 

Never took the right choices

Always following my heart

Even if that meant 

Putting an end without start 

They always come back

When it's too late 

Imagining that I'm waiting

Serving forgiveness on golden plate

In my kingdom 

One chance is given to prove loyalty

But if you did not take it

Don't blame my sanity 

Hearing The Rasmus's track 

Saying Friends don't do like that

I close my eyes and shed a tear

Remembering a step in the back

They say a kindhearted 

But all I see inside is black

Once I walk away 

I never ever look back

In this circus 

Things will bring you down

But all you need to learn 

Not to be the clown 

Andromeda

A sweet whisper came along 

From a fairy who sang a silent song 

"To your shell you shall belong 

The first rule to begin 

No one should come in 

It's an awful unforgivable sin 

The second rule to be told 

When nothing's right or wrong 

The answers shall come along

The third rule to be said 

You shall forever stay mermaid 

But only he shall make the spell fade"

Here you are, comes my reply 

I never wanted to be mermaid 

I always wanted to fly 

And if there's something to be said

I always keep wondering why 

The second thing to be told 

My heart shall never belong 

But to the man who sold the world

The third thing to be said

No one but me shall make it fade

I'm here a warrior but waiting for blade 

In the dark I should stay 

Far from tomorrow and today 

Like stars in the Milky Way 

With the music sing and sway 

Star Dust

Things come back

Things pass by

But I will do nothing

Till the end of July

Nothing goes right

All became wrong

I will say nothing

Till the end of the song

Some bring joy

Some bring sorrow

But I have nothing

To save for tomorrow

Some sees me an angel

Some other don't

But I aint angel nor demon

To humans I belong

From the deepest sorrow

Here comes the wisdom

In the land of grief

I built my kingdom

From the deepest sanity

Here comes the madness

Even in the paradise

There was darkness

I wonder if I shall survive

Or have wings to fly

But here I am still alive

And I keep wondering why!?

Maybe ..

maybe it's better this way
maybe it's better to run
and never think of yesterday
or what the life has done
maybe there are no way
and no point of waiting the one
maybe life is just a play
and actors are out of time
maybe there are no stars
and no moon nor sun
maybe our hidden scars
one day will be gone
maybe there are no hope
and no place to hide or run
maybe somewhere in this globe
we could have some fun
I don't know what I wrote
I don't think I'll ever know
but when darkness cover the world
my star shall glow
I don't know anything
sometimes I feel it's true
but I am forever alone
and nothing you can do
maybe it just words
maybe I am playing a game
but when I am angry
I set everything on flames
I am sorry if I were bit rude or mean
I am sorry if I am'nt able to talk
but my heart's aching for what it's seen
I am human not a rock

The Shell

Back again to my shell
Away from crowds hell
You ask if I love you  ?
I say I do & I always will

When life get undone
Dance with me and be the one
Catch the stars and touch the sun

When sadness comes and fill my day
Take my hands and make me sway
With that soft music take me away
Away from blues

Away from news
Away from summer dooms

Embrace me and tell me hush
When the world burn and crush
Give me tender smile and warm touch
Tell me words that make me blush
This why I love you much

To Mr Someday Scene no 4

I feel I'm not able to write
Though I need to
Even in the darkest night
You're the light who came through
When nothing seems to be right
You're the one I belong to
This how I won the fight
This is how I show my love to you

It's maybe an odd way
It's maybe 18th century style
But through the darkest days
Can we dream for while
When our hearts say hi
My heart beats smile

This is something I don't want you  to  read
This is to be felt indeed
For you the most adorable poems were made
For you the most lovable quotes were said
For you the dust of sadness will fade 

Can't Smile Without You ..

She closed her eyes 

He wiped her tears away 

He knew that tension 

Stole her smile today 

She looked at his eyes 

Music started to play 

He took her hands 

And with rhythm 

They started to sway

She got her smile back

With small touch he made her day 

He looked at her and started to say :

 "You know I cant smile without you ...
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you ♥ "

Unfinished Poem ...

A little prayer to be said 

For a pure heart it was made

Who loves unicorns and mermaids .

Words and words surrounded with them .

Unfinished poems , where I should begin .

Cant find the words I'm lost without the rhythm . 

Confused with the vortex within .

I always said that I am dreamy one .

I always believed that there are the one .

But how come the moon fall for the sun .

I wont think about it , I will let go .

My words wont make the expected show .

The silence will speak if they only knew .

I stared at the sky waiting for a sign

Maybe a blooming moon or a star to shine

I close my eyes , my heart says all shall be fine .

This's may be not my best .

I don't care , I am not in test .

I will leave to God the rest .

Leave out the rest :) 

Why Black ..

Cause no one really cares
Cause  it's  the color of despair
Cause life isn't fair..

Why black ..
Cause in it lies protection ..
Cause it hides no deception ..
Cause it makes it all the same ..
Cause it sets my heart on flame ...
Cause it would make them go away ..
Cause it's the color of the day..

Why black ..
Cause it's color of the night ...
Where stars shines so bright..
Cause after it comes the light
Cause I am not ready to go and fight
Why black ..
Cause I don't want any one in ..
Cause they wont feel what.s within ..
Cause I want to be alone now and then..
Cause everyone is in rush..
Cause I can't find the magical touch ...
So if anyone asks ..
Tell them She loves black ..

O' My Shining Knight

O' my shining knight
You always tell me wonderful poems
And fill my days with light
O my shining knight
You came from the land of glory
To protect me through days and night
O my shining knight
Maybe away from my sight
But in my heart you are so bright
O my shining knight,
Let me tell you fairy story
About an Arabic princess with kind heart and glory
About her prince she used to worry
She kept in wondering if he's OK
And if he ever gonna find his way
She kept on praying day by day
That he find his way to her
And never go astray
O my shining knight
Have you slept yet ?
Or ypu want to hear the rest ?
She always wished for him the best
Though they never met
In her her heart he is always kept
In her dreams he was her favourite guest
O my shining knight
have'nt I told you , how does she look like .
She got hazel eyes and face so bright
She got beautifull long dark hair
And she lived in dispair
Till her prince came for her
she put her head over his shoulder
And he told her his journies through borders
Thier love gerw whever they grow older

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Emotions

Read ..
And you will realize that life is much bigger than your pain ..
Dance ..
And your soul will sway with every  refrain ..
Give..
And you will get much more happiness than you expected to gain  ...
Feel ..
The warmth of the sunshine over your face ,the  wind , and the drops of rain ..
Hug ..
And your embrace will warm the the world again ..
Travel ..
Go to Venice , Rome and see the beauty of Spain
Seek ..
The Wisdom of past sinner , old lady , and world's saints ..
Love ...
All human kind weather they have no place to sleep in or have planes ..
Listen ..
Carefully more than you speak , and world wont be the same ..
Play ..
With little  kids weather they're sweet or lame ..
Let go ...
The anger , the sorrow , all the inner shame ..
Dream ..
let your dreams , flow in your veins..
Live ...
It's not an easy thing , Go and get high score in the game ...

By me

I miss you

I miss you
when I wake up and when I go to sleep
I miss you
When I am laughing or crying so deep
I miss you
When I am around the crowds but it feels alone
I miss you
Cause your heart is my home
I miss you
When I see a shining star
I miss you
And I don't know if you're close or far
I miss you
and I wonder where you are
I miss you
when I listen to beautiful song
I miss you
When I am right or wrong
I miss you
Cause to you I belong
I miss you
All the day and all the night
I miss you
Cause with you it only feels right
I miss you
weather it's dark or light
I miss you
Cause I want to hide in your embrace that's so tight
I miss you
Since yesterday , tomorrow and tonight
I miss you
When I see a romantic movie
I miss you
When I am in mess or when I am groovy
I miss you
When I smile or blink
I miss you
more and more than you can think
I miss you
and you my very special thing
I miss you so much cant you see
That you are my one and only
you know I miss you every single day
I miss you and it seems to be a
freaking ways :D
The ways I miss you .. 

Allow Me To ..

Can I take away your sorrow?
And be your dream for tomorrow ?

Take away all that stupid pain..
Putting a pure smile on your heart again ..
I promise , nothing gonna stay the same..
I know you carry the weight of the world on your shoulders ..
But let me be the one you go to when you cant take any longer ...
Let me grow happiness through your heart, just remove the borders ..
Two hands together are away stronger .. :)

To Mr Someday Scene 3

All alone here tonight..
In this cold cold night..
here you are ..
My beautiful star .
Close but very far ..
Wherever you are ..
You will be always here..
Like a beat in my heart so near ...
With you I can know no fear..
In my heart, in my sight ..
Dont let go , hold me tight ..
You are my wish for every night ♥
Wherever you are ...
No matter how far ...
All I wish you is Good Night .:)
AlRayes,Salma

To Mr Someday Scene 2

similar souls can always meet ...
so where are you my soul mate..?
can you be here tonight?
wipe my tears and hold me tight..
never go away from my sight ..

can you call me say my name...
wash away all my pain ...
draw a smile on my face again ..
is your soul lost as mine ?
lost in space and lost in time ...
waiting here for your sign..
Is love in our time unforgivable crime ?

would you be always here for me .?
face my fears and set me free ..
watch the stars and swim in the sea ...
climb the mountains and plant the trees ..

are you in that forest in the dark side ..?
reading my unsent letters and my mind..
waiting for me with arms open wide ...

by
Salma Al Rayes

To Mr Someday Scene no 1

It might be fate that brought us here .
to share the laughter and erase the tears .
to feel like knowing you from thousands of years .
to embrace me with your kindness , to face my fears .

how do you manage to know all these right answers ?
from my favorite food to my favorite dancer .
are you the one who came from the stars ?
the one who traveled between galaxies and mars
the one who feel happy when he sees the moon ?
the one whose eyes sparkle when a flower blooms

you don't know me yet but I am dreamy one .
I talk to the birds and dance with sun .
I believe in magic spells and fairy tales.
and that there are someone out there who really cares .
maybe I am a lady outside but I am a child inside .
with a butterfly soul and and freedom that I cannot hide.

in the end of the day you leave me in confusion .
is what I am in is real or it just an illusion ?
where the words kept silent the actions always spoken .


written by Salma Al-Rayes