whatever

she sat in her room, all alone..
she whispered all her secrets to the
stars and the moon.
listening to his music , wondering
where he has gone..
may be she knows the place, but she
lost his trace..
ever since she lost him in the road of
nowhere, she is drowning in grief..
he was the chosen one, that's what
her heart used to believe.
maybe she understands the reason
behind his silence, maybe she does
not.
she wishes that life gives her real
restart ..
she wonders if he is ok , and if he's
ever gonna find his way back...
he is always in her prayers , she lost
him in life track ..
she doesn't know if what she felt
was true, and if has ever loved her or
felt her blue ..
deep inside her heart all that she
know ..
someone , somewhere feels you, and
he shall save you ..
written by
Salma Al Rayes

لِيلّة بَكَى فِيهَا القَمَر ْ

لِيّلَة إنْطفأتْ فِيهَا النُجُومْ ...
و بَكَى فِيهَا القَمَر و إختبأ خَلف الغُيُومْ....
تِلك لَيّلَة أصَابَها فِيهَا الهَذيَانْ ...
لَيّلَة انْهَارتْ فِيهَا مُدُنْ الأحَلَامْ ...
أصَابَها فِيهَا حَالةَ مِنْ الصَمتْ و الذُهُولْ ...
فَمَا قَالةُ لَهَا يُفْقِد العُقَلاء العُقولْ ....
كَلِمَات مَسْمُومَة ... رَحِيل .. زَواجْ ... فُرَاقْ.. ظُروفْ..
يَتْحَدثْ إليها و كَأنْهُ يَتَكَلّمْ عَنْ شَخْص آخَرْ ...
وكْأنَهُ لْيّس هُوَ الرَاحِلْ و لَيّس هُوَ الذّي سَيَتزُوجْ بِأُخْرَى .....
رَحَلَ ... وَجَدْت نَفَسَهَا وَحِيّدَة...
أقَامَتْ مَلامِحْها سُرَادِق للعَزَاء عَلى فُرَاقه ...
لَمْ يُفصِح لِسَانْهَا أبَدَاً عَنْ سَبب حُزْنَها ....
مَاذَا تَقُول؟
رَحَل الذّي كَانَ هُو حِصْنُهَا الحَامْيّ ....
تَركَهَا وَحِيدَة ... مُنْكَسِرَة ...
تَرَكهَا بعَدَ أَنْ كَانَتْ قَد صَدقتْ كُل الوعُودْ ...
تَرَكهَا بَعدَ أنْ قَد كَان يَعْنِي لَهَا الوجُودْ......
لَيّلَة تَكَررتْ كَثِيْراً عَلَى مَرِ الزَمَانْ...
ليّلَة افْتَرَقَ فِيَها عَاشِقْان ...
ليّلة بَكَى فِيّها القَمَرْ...
~~~~~~~~
سلمى الريس

The truth within

I have a friend ..
a gift from God it was sent ..
she was always there for me and
never let me dwon ..
she taught me that after every dark
night there are dawn ...
she told me life is harsh , even ask
the clown ...
everytime i lose hope she told me not
to give up ...
she taught me that after every fall i
must stand up ...
she taught me that being kind
hearted is not a shame ..
and if people sttabed you in the
back , you are not the one to
blame ...
she is so kind hearted person i have
ever met ..
she is unique and soft , that's the
truth I shall admit ..
for one of my best friends Radwa :)

Free life lessons

-Treat people with your morals not
theirs ...
- sometimes respect have to imposed
rather being gained ..
- Islam is a way of living , not books
of rules to be accepted without
thinking ..I am thinking of it as a
gift ..
- God gave you your mind for a
reason , So use it ...
- sometimes you need to be harsh in
order to protect yourself ..
- learn to love yourself since it's you
who gonna live with you forever ..
- let the seventh sky your limits ,
realse your imagination ..
- the only easy day was yesterday..
- life is a harsh game , it's up to you
to play or just stay in the line till the
game is over..
- everyone will leave , even you.. it's
the ugly truth .. but only God would
be there for you ..
- be faithful , be you , be the change
you want to see ..
- no matter it's dark , no matter you
are alone , have hope for a better
tommorrow ..
- if you cant make people happy ,
dont be the reason of their sadness ..
- Forgive , forgive , forgive it's not
easy thing , but to find happiness
you have to .
- Only Allah can judge people , Only
Allah knows what's inside and what's
outside .. so stop judging others ..
- Things always are not like what it
seem .. there are always another
face , another truth ...
- dont expect any thing from
anyone .. always prepare for the
worst ..
- Hard times are free life lessons ..
- always seek for wisdom..
salma al rayes

Nothing

Nothing mode ..
is the mode when you are just lost in
the vortex of thoughts ..
when every road leads to nowhere ..
when emptiness is embarrassing you ..
when your energy is zero level ..
when you cant define your feelings ..
when you are start to think about
what if ..
when you cant recognise yourself...
when you are not that sad or that
happy..
when you are just stuck between
nothing ..
when you know nothing about
tomorrow nor your hidden sorrow ..
when feel everything is shallow and
inside you is hollow ...
all of this leads me to Nothing
mode ..
Salma AlRayes

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إلى السيّد يومٌ ما - الرسالة الأولى

أتدري ماذا أصابني اليوم !!؟؟
طيفك مرّ بيَّ ....
مرَّ بي و ابتسمت ..
و تفاءلت ...
ولك دعوت ..
أعلم أنكَ تتساءل ...
كيف يمرُ بها طيفي ولم نتقابل ...
حقاً .. لا أعلم ...
ولكنني لا زلت أرسُم ملامحُكَ في دفتري .. و أتحايل ...
دعني أُخبركَ بالقليل عني ...
فقط القليل ...
و سأدعُكَ تقرأ هذا عندما قلبي لَكَ يَمِيل ..
أنا تلك الفتاه التي ستحلُم.. عندما تنعدمُ الأحلام ...
أنا من أخبرتها العقبات .. كيف هي مرارة الأيام ...
أنا تلك التي تتراقص فوق السُحُب ... وتلُون ثيابها بقُوسِ قُزح ..
أنا تلك الفتاه التي تسكن غيمات القمر ...
أنا من تُفضي لها النجوم بأسرار العاشقين في السحر ...
احذر... فحتماً ستخبرني النجوم بِكُل شيء عنك .. ;)
أنا كل القصص الخيالية ...
أحياناً ساحرة و أخرى حورية ...
أنا أجمل أجلامك الوردية ....
أنا تناقضٌ لا مُتناهي ...
تارة ترى الصمتُ يتملكُني ...
و تارة مِذيَاع وددت لو أن تُطفئه ...
تارة رقيقة كنسمة من نسمات الربيع ...
وتارة ستراني عاصفة من عواصف مثلث برمودا ..
تارة ستراني طفلة أفرح بفاقعات الصابون ...
و أخري تراني عجوز تحمل على عاتقها أعباء الكون ...
فلتحبني بتناقضي ...
أو لتبحث عن غيري...
ومن غيرتي فلتحذر ...
فما أن تشعلها ستحرق اليابس و الأخضر ...

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لـ سلمى الريس