أم الشهيد

تبدأ في لم أغراضه .. لتوزيعها على الفقراء ..

تدمع عياناها ..

تكفكف دمعها ..

تذكر نفسها بأنها قوية ..

و أن الصابرون يوفون أجرهم بغير حساب ...

تتذكر فرحتها الأولى به ..

تتذكر عيد ميلاده الأول و الثاني و العشرين ..

تتذكر ضحكاته و نكاته و لعبه ....

تتذكر أحلامه و أحلامها له ...

تخونها ذاكرتها سهواً .. فتناديه ..

تجلس في غرفته .. تحتضن وسادته و تبكيه ....

تنام على سريره ...

تستيقظ من نومها فزعة ..

تبحث عياناها عنه في كل ركن علّها تجده ..

تستوحش تلك الفجوة التي تركها رحيله ...

و تدرك أنه لن يسد هذا الفراغ أحداً بعده ...

تتذكر كم كان عنيداً ...

ربما كان محقاً في رأيه .. أو لا ...

لا تهتم هي ...

فتلعن السياسة و الساسة ومن قتلوه ..

تكره كل من أحلوا الدم و أباحوه ..

و تدعي أن تنزل يستكيّن قلبها ...

Can't Smile Without You ..

She closed her eyes 

He wiped her tears away 

He knew that tension 

Stole her smile today 

She looked at his eyes 

Music started to play 

He took her hands 

And with rhythm 

They started to sway

She got her smile back

With small touch he made her day 

He looked at her and started to say :

 "You know I cant smile without you ...
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you ♥ "

Unfinished Poem ...

A little prayer to be said 

For a pure heart it was made

Who loves unicorns and mermaids .

Words and words surrounded with them .

Unfinished poems , where I should begin .

Cant find the words I'm lost without the rhythm . 

Confused with the vortex within .

I always said that I am dreamy one .

I always believed that there are the one .

But how come the moon fall for the sun .

I wont think about it , I will let go .

My words wont make the expected show .

The silence will speak if they only knew .

I stared at the sky waiting for a sign

Maybe a blooming moon or a star to shine

I close my eyes , my heart says all shall be fine .

This's may be not my best .

I don't care , I am not in test .

I will leave to God the rest .

Leave out the rest :) 

همهمات ...

عن الحاجة المُلّحة للكتابة ..
عن الرهبة من فصول الكآبة ..

عن الامبالاة ..
عن فصول من كتاب الحياة ..

عن غَدٍ مُرتَقب ..
عن قتيل بلا سبب ..

عن وطن جريح ...
عن شاعرٍ فصيح ..

عن قصائد غير مكتملة ..
عن أيام ليست مُحتملة ...

عن الصمت ..
عن فلسفة الموت ..

عن مالك الحزين ..
عن دمع و أنين ...

عن الهروب ..
عن شمس الغروب ...

عن دوامة الأفكار ...
عن أشياء تدفع للإنتحار ..

عن نسمات الأمل..
عن أيام الروتين و الملل ..

عن كل شيء ..
عن لا شيء ..

عن الحياة ..
عن سدرة المنتهى ...
عن كل ما كان و انتهى ...

عن العالم الذي لا ينتهي .....

Why Black ..

Cause no one really cares
Cause  it's  the color of despair
Cause life isn't fair..

Why black ..
Cause in it lies protection ..
Cause it hides no deception ..
Cause it makes it all the same ..
Cause it sets my heart on flame ...
Cause it would make them go away ..
Cause it's the color of the day..

Why black ..
Cause it's color of the night ...
Where stars shines so bright..
Cause after it comes the light
Cause I am not ready to go and fight
Why black ..
Cause I don't want any one in ..
Cause they wont feel what.s within ..
Cause I want to be alone now and then..
Cause everyone is in rush..
Cause I can't find the magical touch ...
So if anyone asks ..
Tell them She loves black ..

O' My Shining Knight

O' my shining knight
You always tell me wonderful poems
And fill my days with light
O my shining knight
You came from the land of glory
To protect me through days and night
O my shining knight
Maybe away from my sight
But in my heart you are so bright
O my shining knight,
Let me tell you fairy story
About an Arabic princess with kind heart and glory
About her prince she used to worry
She kept in wondering if he's OK
And if he ever gonna find his way
She kept on praying day by day
That he find his way to her
And never go astray
O my shining knight
Have you slept yet ?
Or ypu want to hear the rest ?
She always wished for him the best
Though they never met
In her her heart he is always kept
In her dreams he was her favourite guest
O my shining knight
have'nt I told you , how does she look like .
She got hazel eyes and face so bright
She got beautifull long dark hair
And she lived in dispair
Till her prince came for her
she put her head over his shoulder
And he told her his journies through borders
Thier love gerw whever they grow older

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