رياح موسمية

تﺠﺘﺎﺣﻨﻲ ﻋﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .... ﻻ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻬﺪﺃ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﻭﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻋﺎﺻﻴﺮﻫﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ
ﻫﻴﻬﺎﺕ ....ﻻ ﻣﻔﺮ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺿﻊ ﻗﻨﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﻪ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﻩ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ
ﻣﻬﺮﺏ ....
ﻓﻜﻞ ﻣﺮﻩ ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻣﻢ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺎﻉ ﺗﻌﺼﻒ ﺑﻪ ﺭﻳﺎﺡ
ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .....
.... ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻮﺳﻤﻴﻪ ﺗﺄﺗﻲ ﻣﻊ ﻣﻮﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﻻﺷﺘﻴﺎﻕ
ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺣﺸﻪ
ﺍﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻻﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﺎﺩ ﻳﺨﻨﻘﻨﻲ ....
ﻳﻌﺘﺼﺮ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻓﺘﺪﻣﻊ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ....
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻳﺪﺧﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻳﺴﻜﻨﻮﻥ ﺷﺠﻴﺮﺍﺕ ﻗﻠﻮﺑﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻧﺸﺎﻃﺮﻫﻢ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﻋﻤﺮﻧﺎ ...
ﻓﻴﺤﺘﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ... ﺛﻢ ﻧﺪﻣﻦ ﺑﻘﺎﺋﻬﻢ ...
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺪﻣﻨﻬﻢ ...
ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﺍ ...
ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﺌﺬﺍﻥ ...
ﻭﻛﺄﻥ ﺷﺊ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻦ !!!
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺠﺪﻱ ﻋﻘﺎﻗﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ .....
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺘﻮﻗﻒ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﺣﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﻥ ...
ﻳﺄﺧﺬﻭﻥ ﺃﺭﻭﺍﺣﻨﺎ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ..
ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﻛﻞ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﺩﺩﺕ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻛﺘﺎﺏ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ....
ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﺮﺝ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺣﺐ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ....
ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻣﻔﺎﺗﻴﺢ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ .... ﻣﺪﻯ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻧﺎﻩ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﺘﻬﻢ ....
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺘﺎﺡ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺻﻪ ﻷﻋﺒﺮ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻜﻨﻮﻧﺎﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ
ﻟﻬﻢ....
ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﺗﺄﻟﻢ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
by : Salma Al-Rayes
dedicated to
my brother :Ahmed may he rest in
peace♥
and every dear person I lost somehow
♥
8/3/2011

Moments

When I feel that life don't want me,and
I don't why.
When I try just to smile,but I find myself cry.
When I'm afraid from future,and I'm living in the world of lies.
When all the doors are closed,and fog fill my way.
Then to Allah.. I'll always pray.

I'm disappointed

I'm disappointed ,

i know why

I'm disappointed ,

i wanna cry

I'm disappointed ,

i wanna scream

what a bad dream....

the light is gone

i am all alone

my heart is broken

I'm falling again

I've believed in myth

that's my fault

cause love is pain

that's hurt so hard

i need someone

hold me tight

turn on the light

wake me please

that's my fault

cause that's my dream ....

by : Salma el Rayes

Fake Friends

Some friends are forever,others will never
I always listen i always hear,but this life raise up my fear
I.m confused,i.m fallin apart
My Friends where do i start?
People understanding to me is very hard
Some heal my wound,some cause me hurt
Some gain my trust,some put me in mud
some made me cry
some made me wonder why??
people are so wear....while you are earsing thier tears ...they step you in back with no fear

by : Salma el Rayes

3 December 2009 at 21:28