أرض النسيان

ﺣﻀﺮﺗﻨﻲ ﺭﻏﺒﺔ ﺷﺪﻳﺪﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺑﺔ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺇﻥ ﻣﺴﻜﺖ
ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻢ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻫﺮﺑﺖ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭﺗﻨﺎﺛﺮﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﻭﻑ .... ﻭﺃﺧﺬﺕ
ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻤﻠﻤﻬﺎ ﻭﺃﺟﻤﻌﻬﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﺑﺖ ... ﻣﻘﺘﺘﻨﻲ ﺑﻨﻈﺮﺓ
ﺳﺎﺧﺮﺓ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ : ﻫﻞ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺣﻘﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻘﺎﻝ؟
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻬﻢ ﻋﺬﺭﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﺚ ﺑﻜﻢ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻇﻨﻨﺘﻜﻢ ﺃﺻﺪﻗﺎﺋﻲ ...
ﻗﺎﻟﻮ ﻟﻲ ﻫﺠﺮﺗﻨﺎ ....ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻬﻢ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﻴﺪﻱ ... ﺍﻋﺬﺭﻭﻧﻲ
ﻓﺎﻟﺼﻤﺖ ﺻﺎﺭ ﻋﻨﻮﺍﻧﻲ ... ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺍﺻﻄﺪﻣﺖ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺔ ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ
ﺑﺄﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ ....
ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﻡ ؟ ... ﻻﺑﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺧﻄﺌﻲ ... ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﻻ
ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺘﺼﺪﻳﻖ ...ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﻣﺸﻮﺷﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ .... ﻻ ﺯﺍﻟﺖ
ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ ﺗﺎﺋﻬﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺣﺪﻳﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﺬﻛﺮﻳﺎﺕ ... ﻣﻌﻠﻘﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺷﺠﺎﺭ
ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺿﻲ ﻻﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺗﺮﻛﻬﺎ ....ﺗﺨﺸﻰ ﺃﻻ ﻳﺼﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺭﺩ ﺇﻻ
ﺷﻮﻛﻪ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻌﻪ ﺇﻻ ﻟﻬﻴﺒﻬﺎ ... .
ﻓﻴﺼﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﻟﻢ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﻗﺔ ﺑﺪﻻ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻴﻖ ﻭﺍﻟﻀﻮﺀ ...ﺗﺨﺸﻲ
ﺃﻻ ﻳﺼﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺍﻕ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﻮﻕ ﺇﻻ
ﺍﻟﺸﻮﻙ ... ﻗﺮﺭﺕ ﺃﺧﻴﺮﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺯﻭﺭ ﺃﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ
ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺠﺪ ﻟﻠﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ ﻋﻨﻮﺍﻥ ............

الرحيل

ﺫﺑﻠﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﺍﻟﺮﺑﻴﻊ ....ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻳﺪﻳﻚ
ﻳﻀﻴﻊ .....
ﺃﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﻌﻼ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ؟؟؟ ...
ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺍﻻﻧﻬﻴﺎﺭ ....
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻨﻘﺬﻱ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﺃﺟﺮﻑ ﻣﻊ
ﺍﻟﺘﻴﺎﺭ ؟؟؟؟؟
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺮ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺴﻜﻨﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﻟﺘﺄﻛﻠﻨﻲ
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ؟
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻮﻡ ﺭﻓﻴﻘﺘﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻙ ﻋﻈﺎﻣﻲ ﻳﺴﺤﻘﻬﺎ
ﺍﻹﻋﺼﺎﺭ ؟؟
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺫﺑﻞ ﻋﻤﺮﺍ ﻻ ﺃﺗﺬﻣﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺿﻴﺎﻋﻪ ﺑﻴﻦ
ﻳﺪﻳﻚ ... ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺗﻜﻮﻳﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﺭ
ﺍﺟﻌﻞ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺮﺳﻮﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺮﻓﺄﻙ .... ﻓﻬﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺃﻥ
ﺗﻠﺘﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺎﺭ ...
ﺳﻴﻔﺘﻨﻲ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺤﻤﻠﺔ ﺑﺄﺟﻤﻞ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭ ﺍﻷﺷﻌﺎﺭ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺄﺧﺬ
ﺍﻷﻧﻔﺎﺱ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺐ ﻭﺍﻷﻟﻤﺎﺱ ....
ﺑﺎﺧﺘﺼﺎﺭ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺴﺮﻕ ﺍﻷﻧﻈﺎﺭ
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﺗﻚ ﻣﺮﻓﺄ ﻟﻲ ... ﻓﺎﻧﻘﺬﻧﻲ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ !!!
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ !!!
ﻣﺎ ﻳﺤﻤﻲ ﺳﻔﻨﺘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺻﻮﺗﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺪﻓﻊ
ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﻟﻺﺑﺤﺎﺭ
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻤﻨﻌﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﺎﺗﻒ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺃﺣﺴﻨﺖ
ﺍﻻﺧﺘﻴﺎﺭ .....
BY :Salma Al rayes

Ice hearted

For all those who have heart of ice

I won't take any more , I won't take

the price...

now, just walk away , I know you

enjoy my pain ...

I'll just forget about you , your

memory wont remain..

I wont be weak any more, I'll start

over again...

My story will be written , and I wont

write your name...

I thought you are the star that

sparkel at my night ...

but I wass fool I was'nt right...

Stars are far away , and moon will

light up my way ....

By : Salma El Rayes

سفينتي

ﺫﺑﻠﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﺍﻟﺮﺑﻴﻊ ....ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻳﺪﻳﻚ
ﻳﻀﻴﻊ .....
ﺃﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﻌﻼ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ؟؟؟ ...
ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺍﻻﻧﻬﻴﺎﺭ ....
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻨﻘﺬﻱ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﺃﺟﺮﻑ ﻣﻊ
ﺍﻟﺘﻴﺎﺭ ؟؟؟؟؟
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺮ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺴﻜﻨﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﻟﺘﺄﻛﻠﻨﻲ
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ؟
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻮﻡ ﺭﻓﻴﻘﺘﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻙ ﻋﻈﺎﻣﻲ ﻳﺴﺤﻘﻬﺎ
ﺍﻹﻋﺼﺎﺭ ؟؟
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺫﺑﻞ ﻋﻤﺮﺍ ﻻ ﺃﺗﺬﻣﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺿﻴﺎﻋﻪ ﺑﻴﻦ
ﻳﺪﻳﻚ ... ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺗﻜﻮﻳﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﺭ
ﺍﺟﻌﻞ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺮﺳﻮﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺮﻓﺄﻙ .... ﻓﻬﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺃﻥ
ﺗﻠﺘﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺎﺭ ...
ﺳﻴﻔﺘﻨﻲ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺤﻤﻠﺔ ﺑﺄﺟﻤﻞ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭ ﺍﻷﺷﻌﺎﺭ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺄﺧﺬ
ﺍﻷﻧﻔﺎﺱ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺐ ﻭﺍﻷﻟﻤﺎﺱ ....
ﺑﺎﺧﺘﺼﺎﺭ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺴﺮﻕ ﺍﻷﻧﻈﺎﺭ
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﺗﻚ ﻣﺮﻓﺄ ﻟﻲ ... ﻓﺎﻧﻘﺬﻧﻲ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ !!!
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ !!!
ﻣﺎ ﻳﺤﻤﻲ ﺳﻔﻨﺘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺻﻮﺗﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺪﻓﻊ
ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﻟﻺﺑﺤﺎﺭ
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻤﻨﻌﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﺎﺗﻒ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺃﺣﺴﻨﺖ
ﺍﻻﺧﺘﻴﺎﺭ .....
BY :Salma Al rayes

رياح موسمية

تﺠﺘﺎﺣﻨﻲ ﻋﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .... ﻻ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻬﺪﺃ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﻭﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻋﺎﺻﻴﺮﻫﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ
ﻫﻴﻬﺎﺕ ....ﻻ ﻣﻔﺮ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺿﻊ ﻗﻨﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﻪ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﻩ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ
ﻣﻬﺮﺏ ....
ﻓﻜﻞ ﻣﺮﻩ ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻣﻢ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺎﻉ ﺗﻌﺼﻒ ﺑﻪ ﺭﻳﺎﺡ
ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .....
.... ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻮﺳﻤﻴﻪ ﺗﺄﺗﻲ ﻣﻊ ﻣﻮﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﻻﺷﺘﻴﺎﻕ
ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺣﺸﻪ
ﺍﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻻﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﺎﺩ ﻳﺨﻨﻘﻨﻲ ....
ﻳﻌﺘﺼﺮ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻓﺘﺪﻣﻊ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ....
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻳﺪﺧﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻳﺴﻜﻨﻮﻥ ﺷﺠﻴﺮﺍﺕ ﻗﻠﻮﺑﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻧﺸﺎﻃﺮﻫﻢ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﻋﻤﺮﻧﺎ ...
ﻓﻴﺤﺘﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ... ﺛﻢ ﻧﺪﻣﻦ ﺑﻘﺎﺋﻬﻢ ...
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺪﻣﻨﻬﻢ ...
ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﺍ ...
ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﺌﺬﺍﻥ ...
ﻭﻛﺄﻥ ﺷﺊ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻦ !!!
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺠﺪﻱ ﻋﻘﺎﻗﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ .....
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺘﻮﻗﻒ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﺣﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﻥ ...
ﻳﺄﺧﺬﻭﻥ ﺃﺭﻭﺍﺣﻨﺎ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ..
ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﻛﻞ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﺩﺩﺕ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻛﺘﺎﺏ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ....
ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﺮﺝ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺣﺐ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ....
ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻣﻔﺎﺗﻴﺢ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ .... ﻣﺪﻯ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻧﺎﻩ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﺘﻬﻢ ....
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺘﺎﺡ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺻﻪ ﻷﻋﺒﺮ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻜﻨﻮﻧﺎﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ
ﻟﻬﻢ....
ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﺗﺄﻟﻢ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
by : Salma Al-Rayes
dedicated to
my brother :Ahmed may he rest in
peace♥
and every dear person I lost somehow
♥
8/3/2011

Moments

When I feel that life don't want me,and
I don't why.
When I try just to smile,but I find myself cry.
When I'm afraid from future,and I'm living in the world of lies.
When all the doors are closed,and fog fill my way.
Then to Allah.. I'll always pray.

I'm disappointed

I'm disappointed ,

i know why

I'm disappointed ,

i wanna cry

I'm disappointed ,

i wanna scream

what a bad dream....

the light is gone

i am all alone

my heart is broken

I'm falling again

I've believed in myth

that's my fault

cause love is pain

that's hurt so hard

i need someone

hold me tight

turn on the light

wake me please

that's my fault

cause that's my dream ....

by : Salma el Rayes