To Mr Someday Scene no 1

It might be fate that brought us here .
to share the laughter and erase the tears .
to feel like knowing you from thousands of years .
to embrace me with your kindness , to face my fears .

how do you manage to know all these right answers ?
from my favorite food to my favorite dancer .
are you the one who came from the stars ?
the one who traveled between galaxies and mars
the one who feel happy when he sees the moon ?
the one whose eyes sparkle when a flower blooms

you don't know me yet but I am dreamy one .
I talk to the birds and dance with sun .
I believe in magic spells and fairy tales.
and that there are someone out there who really cares .
maybe I am a lady outside but I am a child inside .
with a butterfly soul and and freedom that I cannot hide.

in the end of the day you leave me in confusion .
is what I am in is real or it just an illusion ?
where the words kept silent the actions always spoken .


written by Salma Al-Rayes

أحببتك أكثر مما ينبغي

"أحببتك أكثر مما ينبغي " راوية اصابت في داخلي بركان خامد فأثارته ... و صارت حمم الأفكار في كل مكان ..
نوع من الإحباط حل علي بعد قرائتها ... لا اعلم حقا سببه ..
ربما لانني عايشت بضعا من القصص الواقعية تشابه هذه الرواية ...
أم لأنني غالبا ما أعشق النهايات السعيدة..
لا أدري لاطالما كنت أنظر نظرة وردية للحياة ..
لا اعلم صارت قناعتي.هذه الأيام تتهدم ...
أصبحت أخاف بعدما كنت اتمني لنفسي زواجا به قصة حب ملتهبة .. بت أخاف أن تتفحم روحي وقلبي إن خضت معركة مثل هذه ..
و لا احب ايضا ان يكون زواجا تقليديا رتيبا ليس به سوي ماديات محبطة ...
للأسف في هذه الرواية ...عزيز ... لم يكن عزيز... رجل لعوب ذو مال ووسامة ... يتصيد النساء الا ان في هذه المرة وقع أسيرا لجومانة ..
مختلفة هي جومانة ذات قلب وبراءة لم تكن قد شوهتها الحياة بعد ...
لم يمض وقت حتي كسب عزيز تحديه مع نفسه وفاز بها ..
لكنه لم يتعلم يوما أن يحافظ علي نعمه ..
و اصبحت " جومانة" من فراشه تتمايل تحت أشعه الشمس إلي فراشة تغريها النيران فتلتهمها ...
هيفاء تلك الفتاه القوية و التي ولازالت الصديقه التي تحذر صديقتها من الدخول لعرين الاسد ..
زياد يشبه حاله الكثيرين فهو شب اعجب بفتاه و تفاجأ ان هذه الفتره مغرم بها عزيز "جومان " ... و عندما يتشاجر جومانه و عزيزفان جومانه غالبا ما تهرع اليه .. زياد رجل اصيل .. لكن كان عليه ان لاينكر نفسه حتي يرضي قلوب الاخرين ...
لا اعلم ماذا كنت سأفعل لو كنت مكان جومانه .. لكنها عشقت رجل لا يعرف سوي أن يحب نفسه و لا يرضي سوي نزواته و لا يتفنن سوي في ايذاء من يحب ... عشقت رجلا معطوب القلب ...
اهربي جومانة فما حبه لكي سوى تفاحة مسمومة ....اهربي يا جومان اهربي من رجل لا يخش الله فيمن يحب ... اهربي من رجل دللته امه حتي نسي أن يحب احد سوي نفسه.. لم تكوني له سوي دميته المفضلة ... عندما يمل منك يتركك و عندما يشتاق فإنه يعوداليك .. اهربي من رجل لا يعرف رفقا بالقوارير ..

بقلمي
سلمي الريس

whatever

she sat in her room, all alone..
she whispered all her secrets to the
stars and the moon.
listening to his music , wondering
where he has gone..
may be she knows the place, but she
lost his trace..
ever since she lost him in the road of
nowhere, she is drowning in grief..
he was the chosen one, that's what
her heart used to believe.
maybe she understands the reason
behind his silence, maybe she does
not.
she wishes that life gives her real
restart ..
she wonders if he is ok , and if he's
ever gonna find his way back...
he is always in her prayers , she lost
him in life track ..
she doesn't know if what she felt
was true, and if has ever loved her or
felt her blue ..
deep inside her heart all that she
know ..
someone , somewhere feels you, and
he shall save you ..
written by
Salma Al Rayes

لِيلّة بَكَى فِيهَا القَمَر ْ

لِيّلَة إنْطفأتْ فِيهَا النُجُومْ ...
و بَكَى فِيهَا القَمَر و إختبأ خَلف الغُيُومْ....
تِلك لَيّلَة أصَابَها فِيهَا الهَذيَانْ ...
لَيّلَة انْهَارتْ فِيهَا مُدُنْ الأحَلَامْ ...
أصَابَها فِيهَا حَالةَ مِنْ الصَمتْ و الذُهُولْ ...
فَمَا قَالةُ لَهَا يُفْقِد العُقَلاء العُقولْ ....
كَلِمَات مَسْمُومَة ... رَحِيل .. زَواجْ ... فُرَاقْ.. ظُروفْ..
يَتْحَدثْ إليها و كَأنْهُ يَتَكَلّمْ عَنْ شَخْص آخَرْ ...
وكْأنَهُ لْيّس هُوَ الرَاحِلْ و لَيّس هُوَ الذّي سَيَتزُوجْ بِأُخْرَى .....
رَحَلَ ... وَجَدْت نَفَسَهَا وَحِيّدَة...
أقَامَتْ مَلامِحْها سُرَادِق للعَزَاء عَلى فُرَاقه ...
لَمْ يُفصِح لِسَانْهَا أبَدَاً عَنْ سَبب حُزْنَها ....
مَاذَا تَقُول؟
رَحَل الذّي كَانَ هُو حِصْنُهَا الحَامْيّ ....
تَركَهَا وَحِيدَة ... مُنْكَسِرَة ...
تَرَكهَا بعَدَ أَنْ كَانَتْ قَد صَدقتْ كُل الوعُودْ ...
تَرَكهَا بَعدَ أنْ قَد كَان يَعْنِي لَهَا الوجُودْ......
لَيّلَة تَكَررتْ كَثِيْراً عَلَى مَرِ الزَمَانْ...
ليّلَة افْتَرَقَ فِيَها عَاشِقْان ...
ليّلة بَكَى فِيّها القَمَرْ...
~~~~~~~~
سلمى الريس

The truth within

I have a friend ..
a gift from God it was sent ..
she was always there for me and
never let me dwon ..
she taught me that after every dark
night there are dawn ...
she told me life is harsh , even ask
the clown ...
everytime i lose hope she told me not
to give up ...
she taught me that after every fall i
must stand up ...
she taught me that being kind
hearted is not a shame ..
and if people sttabed you in the
back , you are not the one to
blame ...
she is so kind hearted person i have
ever met ..
she is unique and soft , that's the
truth I shall admit ..
for one of my best friends Radwa :)

Free life lessons

-Treat people with your morals not
theirs ...
- sometimes respect have to imposed
rather being gained ..
- Islam is a way of living , not books
of rules to be accepted without
thinking ..I am thinking of it as a
gift ..
- God gave you your mind for a
reason , So use it ...
- sometimes you need to be harsh in
order to protect yourself ..
- learn to love yourself since it's you
who gonna live with you forever ..
- let the seventh sky your limits ,
realse your imagination ..
- the only easy day was yesterday..
- life is a harsh game , it's up to you
to play or just stay in the line till the
game is over..
- everyone will leave , even you.. it's
the ugly truth .. but only God would
be there for you ..
- be faithful , be you , be the change
you want to see ..
- no matter it's dark , no matter you
are alone , have hope for a better
tommorrow ..
- if you cant make people happy ,
dont be the reason of their sadness ..
- Forgive , forgive , forgive it's not
easy thing , but to find happiness
you have to .
- Only Allah can judge people , Only
Allah knows what's inside and what's
outside .. so stop judging others ..
- Things always are not like what it
seem .. there are always another
face , another truth ...
- dont expect any thing from
anyone .. always prepare for the
worst ..
- Hard times are free life lessons ..
- always seek for wisdom..
salma al rayes

Nothing

Nothing mode ..
is the mode when you are just lost in
the vortex of thoughts ..
when every road leads to nowhere ..
when emptiness is embarrassing you ..
when your energy is zero level ..
when you cant define your feelings ..
when you are start to think about
what if ..
when you cant recognise yourself...
when you are not that sad or that
happy..
when you are just stuck between
nothing ..
when you know nothing about
tomorrow nor your hidden sorrow ..
when feel everything is shallow and
inside you is hollow ...
all of this leads me to Nothing
mode ..
Salma AlRayes