The Littel Marrimaid ♥

For my heart and love I kept so well...
I'll always waited ,and I always will..
For the sake of the coin ,I threw in
wishes well...
The fairy whispered in a curse you
have fell...
If anyone but him.... it will turn into
hell..
I'll be here waiting in my shell...
Until you come to break the spell...
forever yours and forever will ...♥
Written by
Salma Al Rayes

She Was Fighter...Storyof a Ghost

she stood there watching the story of her life,
she saw everything ,since she was at the age of five...
everything was almost ok..
till she lost her heart key ...
she met someone she thought it was true...
but she didn't know that her life will turn into blue...
she loved him since ages ... years ago..
she swore that she wont let it show ..
but it seems that he already knew...
she gave him love care and kindness...
but it seems all of this was worthless..
he thought her feelings was only a game...
it's not his fault, she was the one to blame...
she didn't knew that he was that greed ...
she went into battles , he left her to bleed..
she made for him excuses ..a dozens of them...
she died while she was fighting ...only for him..
now her soul is roaming all around...
she can't find peace even underground..
she cried and screamed but no one to wipe her tears...
she never knew that love would be her only fear..
He loves me , he loves me not ?? Is that true...?
She died and her love was the only clue....

Written by : Slama Al Rayes

أرض النسيان

ﺣﻀﺮﺗﻨﻲ ﺭﻏﺒﺔ ﺷﺪﻳﺪﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺑﺔ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺇﻥ ﻣﺴﻜﺖ
ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻢ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻫﺮﺑﺖ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭﺗﻨﺎﺛﺮﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﻭﻑ .... ﻭﺃﺧﺬﺕ
ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻤﻠﻤﻬﺎ ﻭﺃﺟﻤﻌﻬﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﺑﺖ ... ﻣﻘﺘﺘﻨﻲ ﺑﻨﻈﺮﺓ
ﺳﺎﺧﺮﺓ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ : ﻫﻞ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺣﻘﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻘﺎﻝ؟
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻬﻢ ﻋﺬﺭﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﺚ ﺑﻜﻢ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻇﻨﻨﺘﻜﻢ ﺃﺻﺪﻗﺎﺋﻲ ...
ﻗﺎﻟﻮ ﻟﻲ ﻫﺠﺮﺗﻨﺎ ....ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻬﻢ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﻴﺪﻱ ... ﺍﻋﺬﺭﻭﻧﻲ
ﻓﺎﻟﺼﻤﺖ ﺻﺎﺭ ﻋﻨﻮﺍﻧﻲ ... ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺍﺻﻄﺪﻣﺖ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺔ ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ
ﺑﺄﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ ....
ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻟﻮﻡ ؟ ... ﻻﺑﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺧﻄﺌﻲ ... ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﻻ
ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺘﺼﺪﻳﻖ ...ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﻣﺸﻮﺷﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ .... ﻻ ﺯﺍﻟﺖ
ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ ﺗﺎﺋﻬﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺣﺪﻳﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﺬﻛﺮﻳﺎﺕ ... ﻣﻌﻠﻘﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺷﺠﺎﺭ
ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺿﻲ ﻻﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺗﺮﻛﻬﺎ ....ﺗﺨﺸﻰ ﺃﻻ ﻳﺼﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺭﺩ ﺇﻻ
ﺷﻮﻛﻪ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻌﻪ ﺇﻻ ﻟﻬﻴﺒﻬﺎ ... .
ﻓﻴﺼﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﻟﻢ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﻗﺔ ﺑﺪﻻ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻴﻖ ﻭﺍﻟﻀﻮﺀ ...ﺗﺨﺸﻲ
ﺃﻻ ﻳﺼﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺍﻕ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﻮﻕ ﺇﻻ
ﺍﻟﺸﻮﻙ ... ﻗﺮﺭﺕ ﺃﺧﻴﺮﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺯﻭﺭ ﺃﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ
ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺠﺪ ﻟﻠﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ ﻋﻨﻮﺍﻥ ............

الرحيل

ﺫﺑﻠﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﺍﻟﺮﺑﻴﻊ ....ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻳﺪﻳﻚ
ﻳﻀﻴﻊ .....
ﺃﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﻌﻼ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ؟؟؟ ...
ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺍﻻﻧﻬﻴﺎﺭ ....
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻨﻘﺬﻱ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﺃﺟﺮﻑ ﻣﻊ
ﺍﻟﺘﻴﺎﺭ ؟؟؟؟؟
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺮ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺴﻜﻨﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﻟﺘﺄﻛﻠﻨﻲ
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ؟
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻮﻡ ﺭﻓﻴﻘﺘﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻙ ﻋﻈﺎﻣﻲ ﻳﺴﺤﻘﻬﺎ
ﺍﻹﻋﺼﺎﺭ ؟؟
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺫﺑﻞ ﻋﻤﺮﺍ ﻻ ﺃﺗﺬﻣﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺿﻴﺎﻋﻪ ﺑﻴﻦ
ﻳﺪﻳﻚ ... ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺗﻜﻮﻳﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﺭ
ﺍﺟﻌﻞ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺮﺳﻮﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺮﻓﺄﻙ .... ﻓﻬﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺃﻥ
ﺗﻠﺘﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺎﺭ ...
ﺳﻴﻔﺘﻨﻲ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺤﻤﻠﺔ ﺑﺄﺟﻤﻞ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭ ﺍﻷﺷﻌﺎﺭ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺄﺧﺬ
ﺍﻷﻧﻔﺎﺱ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺐ ﻭﺍﻷﻟﻤﺎﺱ ....
ﺑﺎﺧﺘﺼﺎﺭ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺴﺮﻕ ﺍﻷﻧﻈﺎﺭ
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﺗﻚ ﻣﺮﻓﺄ ﻟﻲ ... ﻓﺎﻧﻘﺬﻧﻲ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ !!!
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ !!!
ﻣﺎ ﻳﺤﻤﻲ ﺳﻔﻨﺘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺻﻮﺗﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺪﻓﻊ
ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﻟﻺﺑﺤﺎﺭ
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻤﻨﻌﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﺎﺗﻒ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺃﺣﺴﻨﺖ
ﺍﻻﺧﺘﻴﺎﺭ .....
BY :Salma Al rayes

Ice hearted

For all those who have heart of ice

I won't take any more , I won't take

the price...

now, just walk away , I know you

enjoy my pain ...

I'll just forget about you , your

memory wont remain..

I wont be weak any more, I'll start

over again...

My story will be written , and I wont

write your name...

I thought you are the star that

sparkel at my night ...

but I wass fool I was'nt right...

Stars are far away , and moon will

light up my way ....

By : Salma El Rayes

سفينتي

ﺫﺑﻠﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﺍﻟﺮﺑﻴﻊ ....ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻳﺪﻳﻚ
ﻳﻀﻴﻊ .....
ﺃﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﻌﻼ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ؟؟؟ ...
ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺍﻻﻧﻬﻴﺎﺭ ....
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻨﻘﺬﻱ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﺃﺟﺮﻑ ﻣﻊ
ﺍﻟﺘﻴﺎﺭ ؟؟؟؟؟
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺮ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺴﻜﻨﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﻟﺘﺄﻛﻠﻨﻲ
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ؟
ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻮﻡ ﺭﻓﻴﻘﺘﻲ ... ﺃﻡ ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻙ ﻋﻈﺎﻣﻲ ﻳﺴﺤﻘﻬﺎ
ﺍﻹﻋﺼﺎﺭ ؟؟
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺫﺑﻞ ﻋﻤﺮﺍ ﻻ ﺃﺗﺬﻣﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺿﻴﺎﻋﻪ ﺑﻴﻦ
ﻳﺪﻳﻚ ... ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺗﻜﻮﻳﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﺭ
ﺍﺟﻌﻞ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺮﺳﻮﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺮﻓﺄﻙ .... ﻓﻬﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺃﻥ
ﺗﻠﺘﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺎﺭ ...
ﺳﻴﻔﺘﻨﻲ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺤﻤﻠﺔ ﺑﺄﺟﻤﻞ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭ ﺍﻷﺷﻌﺎﺭ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺄﺧﺬ
ﺍﻷﻧﻔﺎﺱ ....
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺐ ﻭﺍﻷﻟﻤﺎﺱ ....
ﺑﺎﺧﺘﺼﺎﺭ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﺗﺴﺮﻕ ﺍﻷﻧﻈﺎﺭ
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﺗﻚ ﻣﺮﻓﺄ ﻟﻲ ... ﻓﺎﻧﻘﺬﻧﻲ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ !!!
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ !!!
ﻣﺎ ﻳﺤﻤﻲ ﺳﻔﻨﺘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺻﻮﺗﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺪﻓﻊ
ﺳﻔﻴﻨﺘﻲ ﻟﻺﺑﺤﺎﺭ
ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻤﻨﻌﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﻫﻮ ﻫﺎﺗﻒ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺃﺣﺴﻨﺖ
ﺍﻻﺧﺘﻴﺎﺭ .....
BY :Salma Al rayes

رياح موسمية

تﺠﺘﺎﺣﻨﻲ ﻋﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .... ﻻ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻬﺪﺃ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﻭﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻋﺎﺻﻴﺮﻫﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ
ﻫﻴﻬﺎﺕ ....ﻻ ﻣﻔﺮ ...
ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺿﻊ ﻗﻨﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﻪ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﻩ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ
ﻣﻬﺮﺏ ....
ﻓﻜﻞ ﻣﺮﻩ ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻣﻢ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺎﻉ ﺗﻌﺼﻒ ﺑﻪ ﺭﻳﺎﺡ
ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ .....
.... ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺻﻔﻪ ﻣﻮﺳﻤﻴﻪ ﺗﺄﺗﻲ ﻣﻊ ﻣﻮﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﻻﺷﺘﻴﺎﻕ
ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺣﺸﻪ
ﺍﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻻﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﺎﺩ ﻳﺨﻨﻘﻨﻲ ....
ﻳﻌﺘﺼﺮ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻓﺘﺪﻣﻊ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ....
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻳﺪﺧﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻳﺴﻜﻨﻮﻥ ﺷﺠﻴﺮﺍﺕ ﻗﻠﻮﺑﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﻧﺸﺎﻃﺮﻫﻢ ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﻋﻤﺮﻧﺎ ...
ﻓﻴﺤﺘﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻨﺎ ... ﺛﻢ ﻧﺪﻣﻦ ﺑﻘﺎﺋﻬﻢ ...
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺪﻣﻨﻬﻢ ...
ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﺍ ...
ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﺌﺬﺍﻥ ...
ﻭﻛﺄﻥ ﺷﺊ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻦ !!!
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺠﺪﻱ ﻋﻘﺎﻗﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ .....
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺘﻮﻗﻒ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﺣﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻳﺮﺣﻠﻮﻥ ...
ﻳﺄﺧﺬﻭﻥ ﺃﺭﻭﺍﺣﻨﺎ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ..
ﺳﺄﻣﺖ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﻛﻞ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ...
ﻭﺩﺩﺕ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻛﺘﺎﺏ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ....
ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﺮﺝ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺣﺐ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ....
ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﻣﻔﺎﺗﻴﺢ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﺪﺭﻛﻮﻥ .... ﻣﺪﻯ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻧﺎﻩ ...
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﺘﻬﻢ ....
ﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺘﺎﺡ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺻﻪ ﻷﻋﺒﺮ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻜﻨﻮﻧﺎﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ
ﻟﻬﻢ....
ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺣﻘﺎ ﺃﺗﺄﻟﻢ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺭﺣﻴﻠﻬﻢ ...
by : Salma Al-Rayes
dedicated to
my brother :Ahmed may he rest in
peace♥
and every dear person I lost somehow
♥
8/3/2011

Moments

When I feel that life don't want me,and
I don't why.
When I try just to smile,but I find myself cry.
When I'm afraid from future,and I'm living in the world of lies.
When all the doors are closed,and fog fill my way.
Then to Allah.. I'll always pray.