Enigma

That girl, who always thought that the stars are running after them while she watched them through the window of the car.

That girl who used to turn around and around till her dress is lifted to the highest high possible. She is like a petal inside a flower.

She used and still putting the shell over her ear to hear the sea speech. 

Never liked to lift her hair in a pony tail, she always liked free like her spirit. 

She is not like the other girls; she speaks to the stars and makes friends with kids.

She always dreams to have wings and spread them and fly away, always wondered what it like is to walk over clouds. 

Who stand under the showers of the rain, letting it tickles her face and washes away the hidden sorrow. 

That girl who always keeps on building her castles above the clouds, no matter she ended hitting the ground. 

Over and over she tries to lower her expectations, but she can't. It's a part of what she is. 

She doesn't like to live upon anyone expectations or judgments, even if their intentions were good. Even if their judgement were about her being angelic and kind. 

She always keeps on seeking for things that she has no answer for , keep walking in the black hole , that dark tunnel of doubts and mystery . 

Her biggest fear is loss. She knows how it is since she lost her older brother before. 

She tries to keep distance between her and her beloved ones,  maybe she is afraid to feel the bitterness of loss again. 

She is always acting like herself not very well with masks, and despises lies. 

She dreams of one who asks her to slow dance with him, who admires her free soul, who brushes her hair with her hand and not afraid to take a walk with her under the rain. 

She does not like to be treated like a catch, she does not like men running after her like she is sort of hunt. She is a good runner though. Whenever she feels like she is one, she knows how to escape. 

She always thought of relationships should have a mutual respect and affection , caring and kind heart .Not one person running after another (male/female) or showing off his/her powers of attracting other sex.

She is messy and wants to organised person ,though she finds a life in that mess. 

She is not a morning person, though she'd love to be one. 

There are many things she does not like about herself and wants to change that. 

She likes to be accepted as she is. With all her mood swing (which, if she would give a name for these swings would be Tarzan).

She accepts diversity in people and she is stubborn enough to accept them without changing herself, if she changes she does it for herself not for others. 

She never changes unless her heart and mind agreed on that. 

Usually her heart leads; sometimes she is misunderstood or underestimated due to this. But she believes the path of heart always wins. 

She is random, in her thoughts and sometimes she surprises herself with sudden actions. 

She does not like to name things ... she doesn't believe that she is the center of the universe. But she dreams about finding the one and being his fantasy.  

She is very good at walking away. 

She will forgive you, she can't help it, but her selective memory will refuse but to remember. One day she'll just give up and walk away. 

She is not good with compliments and when she says one she means it. 

Sometimes, she thinks that she is like a riddle and she will never know what she wants. 

She does not like being around people, she adores the cafe smell but does not like its taste.  

She does not let people get closer easily.

Sometimes, she feels like she does not want anybody in at all. 

Sometimes she feels that she needs that one who breaks her fall. 

And sometimes she feels that she should build more walls.